Thanks for the kind & insightful comments. My T did give me a recommendation for a marriage counselor. I can't see me in therapy with my husband. I don't think I could stand to hear him tell the truth about what he thinks of me. I'm just too vulnerable. But that was a good suggestion to see her on my own (if she'll allow that) & see if I ever get to the point where I can have my husband there.

Since she is a specialist in marital relationships (& knows a lot about bipolar acc. to my T) maybe she can help me on my own.

I will give her a call. You all have been so helpful.

I did feel like I wasn't getting any where with my T. I kept asking her what I should be doing in therapy & what was her treatment plan. I was at a loss. I just went in there & cried about the same old things--never getting past anything & on to a better place emotionally. So it is probably for the best that she terminated the relationship.

But I was also kicked out of a "wellness center" where I saw a doc, a lifestyle coach, nutritionist, etc. I was going there to get help in losing weight. They said I was too distraught to benefit from their program at this time. At least my pdoc will still see me!--Suzy