Solaced, I am sorry that things are tough. I can relate with employment matters.
[I haven't been formally diagnosed with BPD, but have realised that most of the symptoms listed and what people have said on this forum describe me pretty well, too.]
I lost my job because I was triggered a lot in my previous post and in the end they said that I was unable to control my emotions and dismissed me. It was a huge shock. I struggled on the interpersonal front in my previous post, too.
I am currently trying to focus on myself and get myself in a better place and hope to implement techniques I have learnt, especially one or two grounding techniques in the future. I urgently need a job, but sometimes it's more important to be in a better place.
It's just so hard to keep a job when you are on these emotional roller-coaster rides and totally overwhelmed. However, I won't give up and don't want you to give up either.
I hope things get better for you soon.
Thank you, Misfit77, for the advice.
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