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Originally Posted by Travelinglady
There is hope. Note that you are a "victim" of your emotional state, not your rational state. I know how that is because I have been that way, too.
Things can get better. (Can you keep repeating that? I find that doing things like that can be helpful.) 
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Thanks guys, I guess I could try. I suppose things do get better, but for me they always get worse again afterwards, even more than the previous time. So, I'm going backwards and getting worse each time. Every time these overwhelming feelings of utter despair come back they hit harder and do more damage than before. It's also like I don't restore afterwards, I just plateau on numbness and then drift back into despair

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