all my life i have hated how i look.even when i weighed 140 pounds as a teenager.now i weigh 250 and feel even more ugly then ever.i think at times my face is to fat and i think i look pregnant.i was called fat by a lot of family members growing up.when people say nice things to me.i think people are just saying nice things about me because they feel sorry for me.i wish i had better self esttem.but i have no idea how to make myself feel better about myself.