So I have a torn shoulder and picked up my MRI a couple days ago. I want opiates really bad but haven't slipped yet. I still take my bupe but I really know I will wind up buying **** and prob get arrested. I'm taking my xanax, haven't really abused it but I'm really trying. I called some doctors and in the back of my mind I was thinking not to do it. I haven't done it yet but Iwant to. Still alcohol free since nNovember. Addiction sucks...