Rose, Please don't neglect yourself right now. Just do what you need to, I hope you sleep well tonight, sending you good thoughts. You've been here for me, so patiently, so understanding, for months.

For many people, like hankster said. I've seen how helpful and insightful you are. Don't beat yourself up over anything tonight. I want to see you treat yourself the way you should. Maybe there isn't medications anymore that you want to try, and maybe this world is awful. But there are brighter moments, and you will get through this worse one too.

You've been using so much energy for your friends, and you're giving and giving. It's okay to be tired, I just hope you sleep well. Maybe once you get that care set up for your friend, and you won't feel like you have to be there so much, you can find something else that you might enjoy for yourself. You do need to get back to the world, as awful as a place it is, you could make such a difference out there, and already are, right here. Thank you for everything you have done, being here for me and so many others. wishing you a good rest tonight