Having someone to talk to is so helpful. If you can see a therapist, I'd recommend it. I'm glad you found PC and hope you won't feel so alone here.
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W.Rose
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“The individual who is always adjusted is one who does not develop himself...” (Dabrowski, Kawczak, & Piechowski, 1970)
“Man’s mind, once stretched by a new idea, never regains its original dimensions.” (Oliver Wendell Holms, Sr.)