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Apr 23, 2014, 11:05 PM
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Member Since: Dec 2013
Location: Planet Earth
Posts: 607
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Hey kms4586, I understand.
It's hard for me to talk about my problems too, online and off. I'm Bi Polar as well, it can be quite irritating, lol! My family doesn't know what's really going on with me either. If I'm in sad mood too long I get the normal "Come on get Happy", they don't understand I can't just perk up whenever I want. I never self harmed, but I did go through an alcoholic period. I don't drink as much anymore though.
What your feeling, that, "I'm scared what might happen to me if I don't get better". I've been there and I still feel that sometimes, but it's not constant anymore. I didn't do anything special, just tried my best to actively think more positive. You have good things in your life, try to focus in on them. Sometimes when you feel surrounded in darkness you have find the light in little things. For me it's music. Not matter what mood I'm in music makes the day better. I hope anything I said was helpful and good luck! 
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