Whether or not you are a virgin is pretty personal. I don't know about you, but it's not something that normally comes up in conversation for me. I wish I were. I've been used sexually my whole life. It makes me feel really dirty. But in reality, I don't think I'm less of a person because I've had sex or your less of a person because you haven't. That's just nuts. I also understand you being tired all the time. I have fibromylgia and I am tired and in chronic pain. I'm also depressed. Yay. But I do know we are all here for a reason. I know you and I deserve to live, and I know things can get better. I have a
dog. I recommend it. A therapy dog. Or just a good dog. Sometimes that's all I had to live for. Therapy and meds help too. I try a little bit of everything. Don't be too proud to get help. They have crisis lines and ERs and 911 for a reason. May angels surround you.