Oh God yes, I wish I had different diagnoses. I wish there was one for really messed up in the head that would be cool. Then again like Alexandra K said it’s really just a label.

My therapy is stable nothing really to write home about other than starting EMDR again which I can say I’m afraid to do. Lots of bad memories come up for me.

The most important thing I ever told my therapist was that I wanted to change. Second was my past every gory detail. She can’t fix me if she doesn’t know what’s wrong and how it got that way.

Lostson