I've been feeling a bit unstable since my experiment with stopping saphris for a five days. I'm mostly back to normal, except still feeling a little hypersexual and my judgement isn't the best (embarrassing but true). I was texting with a guy i met online and made plans to see him tomorrow, and now i'm nervous about it. I think he's ok, but we said a lot of things, and i hope he's not expecting anything for sure. I should probably stay off the dating sites when i feel this way for safety, but i don't care at the time i'm chatting with the guy. So now feeling a little pathetic for wanting that kind of attention, and i want to meet up with this guy because he seems cool, but i don't want to get hurt. All of this has little to do with bipolar, and more to do with my personality and self esteem i think. So i don't know if i should call off the plans. I want to meet someone because i don't want to be single forever, but i wish there was a better way to go about it. Makes me sad.

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