i can't say anything much, but i do hope things get better for you soon. hang in there. we're all troopers and we're all stronger than what we think we are.
take care.
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"The is no better exercise for the human heart than reaching and lifting others up." - John Holmes
herethennow: This ward is a prison!
Wardmate: No.. here's not a prison. *points to brain* Here is.
dx: recurrent MDD.