I think there are a lot of people that have done things that horrify them. I think moving on and realizing that kids that age experiment is important.

A lot of kids experiment with other kids. It's not pedophilia if both parties are kids. I brought this up with my own therapist because I was beating myself up over a sexual experience I had when I was 11.

What is important is how you act as an adult. If you find your thoughts straying to wanting to do inappropriate things then tell a therapist. If you don't want to ever then I would say you have nothing to worry about.

You are not horrible.