I guess I am comparing myself to them to a certain degree and I am a little pissed that they did not bring up the subject of how am I doing. But that is not really the issue.

I think the issue is that being around them brought up in my face my current situation and the fact that I really haven't accepted it. I have accepted the depression but not really how it has totally effected my life these last two years. Like I said going from being totally self supporting my whole life to sitting here totally dependent on my parents is a hard pill to swallow. I know it is not my fault and the depression just totally kicked my butt. I start feeling good and I totally forget how bad things were and start feeling guilty and think my life should all be fixed and I should be doing this and that. Shoulding myself to death. I am going to have to accept the way things are.