I can't keep dealing with my Depression.Its getting really overwhelming. I can't ever be happy. At times, I don't even know I'm sad.I am depressed lately, non-stop. Some days it's really overwhelming. I don't want to get out of bed most days . I just want to sleep everyday,& not do anything.

I have no energy,& I can't really do much. I'm not motivated in school at all, I have no interested in school anymore. My grades are dropping,& my parents & teachers are wondering why I'm doing so bad.

I can't have fun, noting is really enjoyable to me. It sucks, I can't ever have fun ,& that I don't enjoy many things. I even noticed I'm losing interested in my passion which dogs.

The suicidal thoughts are everyday,& now there just a normal part of my thoughts. I'm really starting to enjoy the thoughts,& think of it as solution to my problems. I really fantize a lot with suicide. I contemplated when I get really low,& at times, have highly considered going through with it.