So T, we'll be talking again in a little more than 3 hours. It's been 2 months since my last appointment, I had been thinking that no way can I get everything in that I want to tell you in 50 minutes. But now I feel differently.... realizing recently that a LOT of what I relied on you for was validating my ME, and knowing that I have found that validation inside myself, well I'm not like that lil kid running home from school to tell Mommy everything anymore.... and I was thinking last night that I don't even know how to approach our appt today, but actually I do, I feel a sense of sadness about not "needing" to tell you all the stuff I thought I was going to need to tell you so we can talk about that. Not sure if that makes sense. Maybe it does. Maybe I am quitting, after all.