First of all, please don't ever apologize for your symptoms. That's like apologizing for having red hair. It's not your fault! Please accept your BP symptoms for what they are - the symptoms of a mental illness.

Secondly, it is routine for the Social Security Admin. to "re-evaluate" you every so often if you're working at all. You are not being singled out - I assure you. I've been routinely "re-evaluated" without a problem (working part-time as a tutor), and I fully expect it to happen over and over again until I die.

Finally, in my last marriage, I had a wonderful step-daughter who got arrested for marijuana possession (before it was legalized). Her mother was livid, but I talked some sense into her. Marajuana is relatively harmless and nearly all young people these days smoke it - especially now that it's legal. I'm sorry if other parents disagree, but I don't think it's a big deal. After all, when I was young, I drank millions of gallons of beer at parties, and despite it all, I'm didn't graduate to any hard drugs or degenerate into a skid row bum. Please relax and take a deep breath.