Is it okay to feel unhappiness in life, like all the time. I just hate the way that life in general is advertised as such an enjoyable thing and I fell like I'm wasting my time here because I'm not enjoying it at all at the moment. So I guess I just want to know if that's okay to not be enjoying life for a while- sounds like a stupid question I know. I'm hoping that there will be a point when I will enjoy life again. Right now its awful for many different reasons. I am determined to find the happiness I once knew so well as a young child.

This all sounds so pointless but I always hear success stories for people who made there way out of depression, but they got help or medicine or therapy, but has anyone gone through a stage of chronic unhappiness for a year or years by themselves?

It is literally my last shard of hope in my other wise shattered mirror of a mental state. I cant wait to leave this part of my life behind and get my dream lifestyle which consists of a house in the middle of no where, where me and my animals can live, far away from people- not creepy at all.