Hello Cailin, As I am reading your post I am half watching Oprah meets Tina Turner...She has been through hell and back but was always determined that she would make happiness a priority. I think we have to think like that too. I totally understand what you mean.. just getting through the day, the week.. and so on. I think its o.k. not to be enjoying your life for a while, after all nobody is happy all the time. But at what point do you say this has gone on way too long. You have a plan and focus on that. Your drive for happiness will see you through. Best wishes..