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Originally Posted by sidestepper
I do this but I don't get up at 8, I sometimes don't get up at all. I have no place to be. So there are times I don't bother to leave the bedroom, except for those trips to the kitchen and bathroom. TV is often the only reason I get up, how is that for pathetic? There's nothing on TV but it's the high point of my existence!
Nope you are not alone.
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I should tell myself what I preach when I say that your behavior isn't pathetic; it's just a sign of the depth of your illness.
Easy for me to say to you; hard for me to tell myself. As I said, I'm ashamed that I don't try harder. I just don't have it in me though. Not right now at least. I'm really surprised my husband even sticks with me, seemingly unconditonally.