Oh yes, Sidestepper... I know that feeling well. In fact I was battling it again yesterday!

I've had 5 YouTube channels (2 are current.) But the other 3 are channels I closed because I got frustrated or ticked off about something & shut them down. Then, after a week or two, I'd be back opening a new one!
Just yesterday, I was having a bad day & began to feel a strong urge to dump EVERYTHING... my 2 YouTube channels, my Upload Society channel, my PC membership, etc. I just felt like destroying it all... virtual Armageddon!

Fortunately, over time, I've developed just enough self-control so I'm not so likely to do something like that as I used to be. Of course that doesn't mean that it couldn't still happen... sometime!