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Old Apr 24, 2014, 04:16 PM
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Originally Posted by littlemiss44 View Post
Be careful...you are more important than you know. You shouldn't make yr whole world around her. Trust me. You both have alot of growing to do. Esp since there are so many issues you both have to work through. It's never healthy to live only for aa person. You need to stand on yr own and love yr self before you can even begin to love someone else. Good luck and take care of you.

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Well... I've never believed in that whole "you can't love anyone else before you love yourself" thing. I love her to death and I hate myself so much. I've noticed how those who've been hurt the most usually love the hardest. Especially us borderlines. I can't love myself... not after all that I've done to myself and others. I'm not a good person. However, I'm good for HER most of the time, which is all that really matters. It's probably not healthy, but at least it motivates me you know? That HAS to be better than me constantly trying to kill myself and refusing to accept any proffesional help cause I don't deserve it, right?

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