I feel like such a mess right now, because I was talking to this guy and things were wonderful. Then he goes and gets back with his ex. So when he told me, I just threw my phone on the sidewalk and the battery came out and all. But im so confused because at first he was talking to me like nothings changed. Now hes ignoring me. And with all of this, brought on a wave of stress and anxiety. And I deal with hard times by scratching my arms to peices. So I am currently trying to hide it all. I hate to be that girl that hurts herself over a guy, but its more than just him.