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I often find myself going through the same situation. Violating the limitations of a friendship to find what I want & then feeling disappointed when things are no longer "working". It's good that you recognize this -- but that is only the beginning. You need to figure out why you are so insecure in your marriage, because you clearly don't have much of a relationship with your husband anymore. If you did? You wouldn't still carry this longing NEED for others. You would share your life with him & trust his interest in you as being genuine. Friends are a luxury, but when you already have the certainty that there is someone who understands you completely? It's no longer a necessity.
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