Welcome to PC.
I don't have anything directly that can help you, but to say this is a great place to come for support. Lots of people here and someone is bond to have shared your experiences. I'd say you are braver than I am, I was divorced after my diagnosis and ever since then I have steered clear of any relationships. I give you lots of credit for having 10 years in this relationship. Would MM's suggestions be possible?
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…Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself. You are a child of the universe no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here. …...
Desiderata Max Ehrmann
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