I think that's part of the reason he had it so easy with me. When it came to self doubt I'd already done all the leg work for him. lol

As for the relationship front I have absolutely no intentions of involving myself with anyone anytime soon.

It's disturbingly obvious I am far too vulnerable and quite frankly I'm not sure I could give someone what they deserved either.

So for the moment I'm hiding out where I can't hurt them and they can't hurt me.