Hang in there I17.

I am not a huge fan of "rah rah" people and I doubt that I will ever be labeled one either. BUT - I was just at a gathering with my brothers in-laws. Big clan. The entire clan was smiling and very upbeat. Now the kicker is - this was at a funeral.

They are genuine people. They are caring, happy souls. And I envy them greatly.

So, I know it is possible. I am not uncertain of the roadmap to get there.