Maybe that is ok to just be where you are right now, don't judge it or beat yourself up for it. I don't really want any of those things either, I see that as something we have been conditioned to beleive will "make you happy" or make you "successful" in life. I think perhaps just having a good relationship with oneself, really the most improtant relationship, but little emphasis is ever placed on it. Have a nice day, I have to go out and put food out for my deer that visit every day.