((((((((((((((((((((((((((inny))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

hold on inny bad days come and bad days go and yes they come back again but you are so strong i know you can survive this
i dont know what it is you are going through but given its causing so much distress it cant be something you made up for attention
you may have faced a trigger that set this off or it could be the added stress you are dealing with right now of the lump and moving out...
keep strong inny