Venushalley,
I honestly did not mean to call anyone here pathetic. No one is. It was a general reference to the sufferings of life. I apologize if it came out sounding that way, not my intention.

Newgal,
Feeling this way for 19 yrs, it all worsened terribly 5 years ago. Don't ask me how i lasted this long. But then again it's not treated so.....