I agrree 200% with ozzie.. Keep the appt, and write down everything, so you can tell your doc what is gonig on.. do not hide anything..

Getting the help you need is the best thing you can do..
Your kids will love you even more for it.. Cause you know what.. There mommie will be around a hole lot longer

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take time to heal thyself before trying to help others, or you will never get better