It looks a lot better now. I just want it to heal somewhat normally is the thing. I could care less if it scars because I could put ointments on it once it starts to really heal to prevent or get rid of them to a degree. My family doctor should not have a medical degree. I was getting bit by bed bugs on and off for a year (my mom likes used furniture) and he didn't look at it at all and said it was nothing. My little brother has ADHD and each month he ask what meds he takes for it when we go and get a prescription.
The thing that worries me the most is the bit of a gap as I said. It's somewhat deep but obviously not too bad since it stopped bleeding quickly after apply pressure which I normally do to any cut and as I also said before the cut is on my waist so there's no major arteries or veins that I could accidentally cut.

I don't do this often which is partially why this incident freaked me out so much.

But thank you.