I thought today that maybe I should erase my Instagram account completely and just hide my iPad until I can cope. Maybe give it to someone and tell them not no give it back for a bit. Then I will be limited to a computer, which can be monitored and blocked like the last time. I am already very isolated anyway. I don't know what to do about my phone though. I don't really speak to anyone anyway, just one or two people apart from my parents. But not having one in this day and age seems pretty drastic.