I would not say I have Daddy issues... as I had a fantastic father while growing up. I do however have Mommy issues and lost her very recently. I have been married 15 years in September to a man I have known since I was 8 years old. Through his research, we were able to uncover what all the chaos going on within me was...BPD. I have cheated most of my marriage and yet I have such a desire to be close to him. I rely on him and I look up to him in more ways than he will probably ever know. He gets so mad at me and asks me all the time why I treat him like a parent. He says I show great defiance when confronted with things. It is in these moments when I do become child like. I feel like a little girl inside a lot of the time. I tell you this just so you know there is nothing wrong with what you are experiencing or feeling. Each of us is different and this site is what is so wonderful... because we are able to share with one another and be validated. I wish you peace & happiness....