Lightcatcher Hi from across the ditch
I too found that once I finally began to look at some historical stuff that I began to have more and more constant feelings and memories surface. It can sometimes feel quite overwhelming, and I too seemed to be getting worse before better.
Now even though I get these memories and feelings(and soooo strong) now I find that I can accept them a bit easier, and have begun to see some progress. I still think it's going to take time, needle and haystack kinda stuff!, but I know I'll get to a much better place.
I think you are really courageous to want to see your 'full report'.....I'm not sure I really want to! Hope it works out as you hope?