Not 100% sure what the hell is going on with me. I know new med shouldn't be working yet. I can tell its not truly working too, but i'm feeling mixed again. Or maybe something else. I don't know. I'm feeling lost and confused and overwhelmed so my anxiety is up, but what can I do? I've got racing negative thoughts which i'm trying to replace, but I can't they keep coming at me. I just want to scream and rip my hair out. Sleep seems like the best escape, but my wife won't let me.

Tig