Im soo soo sorry that your dealing with this! It is very frustrating to know that everyone around you is against you and not cheering you on. But know that we at pc, are cheering you on. its extremely difficult to go on and live life when nothing gets better..only worse. but try to hang in there. i know it seems like an eternity and its hard to see the reason in living right now..believe me, your not alone, im in the same boat. so remember, try to keep your head up! ok? ((((((MamazAngel))))))