Dear T,

I feel so far away from you....it makes me wonder if I've really ever been "close" to you....maybe I just pretended to be. I don't think it matters if I continue to see you or not so what's the point? I feel weird about things now and no idea how I would ever talk to you about it. I'm just hoping it will pass....

I wish you would be more involved in our sessions. Sometimes I think you gave up on me a long time ago