Ok everyone that has been helping me I think things just took turn for worse and I really think it's just not going to work ., I'm feeling guilty when I don't think I should . So as I've wrote his biggest beef is also me not texting him all time when keep in mind he doesn't tell me all he does . I said I want to try and talk more on phone so each night past week we been talking a little bit .. Now the last talk was thurs when he was extra happy but didn't bring up being upset over my feelings wed and shutting down and giving me silent treatment ending the call . Like I said earlier I was a little more quiet not as talktive and he noticed it . I just was hurt . So yesterday I text him good morning like always and during lunch I text him . Now I heard nothing from him except the morning . Finally hear from him at night after I texted him and he said soo busy as work no time for anything . I was out dinner with son and I said we are finishing up dinner and one more stop and then home for bath and then I'll call u. He says -oh ok.

So I text him around 10 his time and called and no answer so I'm laying on couch dozing so I text him u may be busy or sleep but I'm doozing so if u call and I don't answe sweet dreams..

I fell sleep . He did text good night a bit after I saw when I woke up .

So today I get up early text him good morning an tell him I getting son ready for practice . No answer. I get home around 11amand call no answer. So I text him that I'm cleaning and if around call me by 3 as I'm heading back out . He texts right back he's cleaning and going to dinner with dad later . I said ok cal me when done cleaning . No call. I call him at 230 and no answer. So I text him that I'm leaving now to go to a friends house to a guy friend of 12 years as he's giving my son his Xbox. Been trying to get together for over month but this is first time I have a sitter. He's gonna show me what to do with it and I don't want son see it yet plus after I made some last min plans to go out eat with girlfriend .. I never ever go out as I never have sitter .. Mom took son last min . So I text this to boy friend and he replies ..

Have fun .. First I heard if it

Then says ..Kind of feel like we hit your five day limit again .Not upset just talking out loud here... You were doing do well just feel you have dropped of again fading ghe last three days

I type ..

I just got here in the car still ..I haven't hit any limit .. Thur night I was tired and a little hurt from wed night still I be honest as far as how u shut down and ended our call and was hoping u would bring it back up thur to continue talking about it ., yesterday u didnt text me as u were busy and u weren't around when I layed down and I was doozing .. Today I called u 2x so not sure what u referring to

He types

Your right what was I thinkin it all me ok . Enjoy your girls night . Bye

And that was that ..

Now keep in mind I didn't even know he had dinner with his dad until today but I don't care .

I feel like I slipped up 1 night by doozing off last night and by being quieter than normal thur and now this .