Ya.. My OCD started coming out a few years ago (I'm 16), but here recently, the clean thing started getting worse. I found this site today, thinking I was the only one that worried about this kinda thing hah. But ya, I know where you are coming from. About a week ago, I was at home with my brother and sister. I got in the shower, was doin the regular routine, when I looked at my hands. They wern't even really dirty, but something inside me kinda snapped, that sounds weird, but I don't know how else to explain it, I just started scrubbing my hands over and over, because they just felt so dirty.. I got out of the shower, got dressed, went back in the bathroom and started washing them again. After I'd dried my hands off, I looked, and I had literally scrubbed my my knuckles raw.. Then I felt aweful after that because mom was so mad when she came in and saw them.. It is so hard, but I understand how you feel. And it's embarrassing too, when people ask what I did.. Heh..