So, my dad is an assistant youth leader. He adors that youth group. He makes them top priority. Over his own kids and all. He always talks about how important it Is to have a dad, so hes a "dad" to the youth kids... Not realizing that hes slowly erasing himself from my heart. Just the sound of his voice kills me, something inside boils whenever he opens his mouth. I cant stand the youth group because of him. Im forced to go, all I do is sit in the corner and literally say nothing unless spoken to. He always says that girls that grow up without a father figure, end up messed up... Im already messed up thanks to him.