d day dawns for me next week
all the pain i survived to seek
from memories back to childhood days
and betrayal and mistrust in all kinds of ways.

fear and dread lie heavy in me
will it do me good we'll have to see
just now i could fall and never be found
just disappear without a sound.

i just need to be held told it'll be alright
but can't even get that, i am lonely tonight
want to be safe in arms of steel
just get coldness i don't appeal.

on top of all else my marriage failed
through thick and thin we always prevailed
now love has gone, just coldness reigns
too add to all these anxious pains.

so where to start to make things right
i just dont know it will be a fight
house needs to be sold so i can move on
i hope with my daughter and my son.

so sad and blue need to go from here
without you all i'll be full of fear
but my problems add to those who need help
best off alone i'll cope by my self

i wish you well, my friends you're the best
to me this will be my biggest test
to get through this life and forget the past
and be that happy person at last

thankyou all,for being there for me when i needed you
take care jinny xoxoxoxo