So I had a bridal shower for my friend today, whose wedding I'm in. My boyfriend's birthday was yesterday. We were supposed to go to dinner and drinks with his parents tonight, even though I had the shower during the day time today. I'm super uncomfortable with the people at the shower (I have major social anxiety and can barely handle social events). So I come home after the shower to go to dinner, and my boyfriend says I'm too drunk too go to dinner and literally leaves me just sitting here on the couch.........I feel like I can't win. I can't handle being around the people at the shower, so I had some drinks....apparently more than I was aware of. I don't know what to do. He's at dinner now with his parents and I'm sitting here alone, ashamed, embarrassed, and don't really know what to do. I feel pretty worthless right now.