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i did lots of sobbing today. and last night while on the phone with my mom. my dog bodhi who is 12.7 months old licks my face profusely usually and lets me fall asleep on him. my little girl who is 2 yo just tries to engage me in play or she'll snuggle up and force me to love on her and pet her. she puts her paw on my face to get me to wake up after i have slept all day. but still, i couldn't generate enough energy to walk them. they just got to hang out in the yard a few times during the day. but it's not fair that i cannot be the companion they deserve when i feel this way.
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