well, that is better than nothing but she isn't a T yet. this is sort of like being treated by a 1st year med student. unfortunately, not a good idea at all. look, i think she cares for you and means well but is just not equipped to really help you, certainly not as a T. i am glad she responded to you and has apologized but is she willing to do anything differently? is she willing to set up some consistency and boundaries in your relationship? she needs to do more than just apologize.

what about asking school T or DBT T for a referral to another T? even if you don't start until the Fall with a new T you could get it set up now. wouldn't doing something like that help you feel like you are starting next year off in a good place. you would be creating a secure space for yourself to come back to. and, if you are able to stay where you are for the summer then that is even better and you can start seeing the new T now. just think about it, okay? i know all this stuff is really hard.