Update .. I left my girls night early .. First night out in over year but didn't feel like it so been home reading everyone suggestions and thinking in my head what to do . I didn't text him tonight because I really feel I need to walk away now .. Especially after today's comments from him . It's so hard .. But combo of diff views on kids and his thoughts that I don't love him enough and the over and over fights about it just I don't know are not right and everyone makes sense in opinions . I missed one night of talking in which I did call .. And not overly talktive the other but feel like he was testing all week now where I was trying to make a better effort . I just was tired last night that's all . So I sit here all night thinking and now it's so late .. But around 10 he texts me ... Home .. Shower..

I didn't respond and haven't since his text earlier that he was bothered. For all he knows I'm out with girls still .. But I left the earlier text as if he was upset .

So he writes back and hour later ...

Ok well I give up going to bed night

Now if u new him when he's upset he doesn't write love you at night .

By me not texting back i know it's only adding more fuel and I'm playing a game back but I'm sitting here thinking that I just need to end it as much as it hurts and I don't know what to type back . Maybe I just text him good night and tomorrow I really need to make a hard decision . I hate feeling this way .. All I hoped for this week was to finish our discussion about visit , and be ok with fact I was just tired last night but still tried to call and today even though it was a last min thing be happy that for the first time in over a year I went out to dinner with some girls . I wish the text tonight said.. Your prob still out but hope you are having fun and well talk tomorrow .. I would have been so happy if that is what it said