The thing that keeps me going is my family. I have sooooo many responsibilities that it keeps me somewhat in check. The meds I am on have made it so I don't miss any work anymore but my sleep is an issue. Luckily I work an alternative 12 hour schedule so every couple days I get a few days off. That allows me to regroup and get ready for the next wave though. It takes its toll. I'm usually in bed before 7PM everyday and then it's sleep for 10-20 minutes up for 30-40 and that repeats until the alarm clock goes off. I'm thinking of asking my doctor for meds that are more sedating so I can start getting at least a somewhat restful sleep.