Hi seekersinking, well you know I care, right??!!

Sometimes it can be just too much even to force yourself to care about where you're at, but maybe you can take some strength and comfort in knowing that there are lots of us on here who really really care about you. And you and what you're going through matter a lot to us.
The bit inside you that's you is still there, even if the depression is making it hard for you to feel/reach that right now.
Inside you are still the same/still alive and when the depression lifts with help/support.................
But even if you're finding the "simplest" things hard to do, don't "beat yourself" up for that, you're going through a lot. So whatever you can do, however small is massive.
Right here for you, if you want to talk a bit more..............

Alison