I dont know what happened to me this morning. For awhile now ive been "battling" with an evil voice inside my head...she tells me im a bad girl and then all of sudden for two days nothing...silence....i thought i was in the clear....all of sudden this morning i guess you could say "She" came out. I was conscious of everything going on but i could not stop it. She came on here and introduced herself as Melissa a 7 year old. Dear Lord...it was my body and my hands....what the heck...it started out with hearing the im a bad girl in my head again. Then I sat up and felt different...i couldnt open my mouth and talk...it was weird...then i just wrote and drew scribbles and then i took a sharpie and drew on my hand and licked it until my tongue turned black....and then i left and licked my boyfriends elbow!!! then i got on here and talked to people...i say I because i have no officially been diagnosed with DID but either im a crazy lunatic who is just retarded or i might have something...this melissa girl...just upped and decided her name was melissa and that she was 7. I felt like i was inside watching it all happen. I dont understand it...and they other person is a little little girl who just sucks her thumb and rocks back and forth in bed in the fetal position. What the heck..if i am making this up then i need to go even more to psychriatist because who would make up something like this....am i nuts....is this my imagination..i have no idea...thanks for listening to me ramble
everyone must think im a hypochondriac huh