I'm sorry you're going through this, coranangel. OCD is really difficult to deal with, and no one really understands who doesn't have OCD themselves. Here's some websites that might help, if you're not familiar with them already:
Again and Again - Collection of OCD websites
Cherry's Website - OCD resources
OC Foundation
Stuck in a Doorway - OCD support group
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